Free Entry, Week 1

Feeling anxious today. This is symptomatic of the hangovers. An interesting term, "hangover." Is it because I feel like I'm  hanging on the edge of a cliff, trying to escape abysmal depths?  Is it that something is hanging over my head, doom impending? Is it that the effects of last night hang over into the morning and eventually cease, leaving a void of anxiety? I often have worst case scenario thoughts on these days. My anxiety keeps my nerves on end so that I don't like to drive or do anything where I need to be in control. I know my senses are dulled and feel that my brain is sluggish. My dreams will be wild tonight, and I won't sleep very well. I hate the edginess of the hangover.